Day 2

Oh how much fun this morning has been. Woke up, took the dogs outside to let them do their dooty, and first thing in my mind was to light up. Ugghh! To answer a little pain in the ass brother's question with a question, why does a bear Sh*t in the woods?
Kept real busy yesterday. Shannon, Boys, & I made two new raised garden spaces in the back yard. Thank goodness for teen age boy's, as close to a ton of dirt was moved yesterday!
Didn't have it too bad yesterday. Found myself wanting to keep up my normal habit's, such as going out to the lenai to smoke, but whenever the urge came at me, I just relaxed a little, and told myself it was only the brain telling me this is what you usually do, so why aren't you doing it?
This morning is by far the worst though, as I'm so programmed to have a smoke, do a little "library" time, then have another smoke. That is why I'm up here typing away, to keep my mind from taking over.
We have a busy day planned for today, and an even busier one for tomorrow. Mom, Dad, Shan, and I are going to the Florida State Fair! I can feel my arterie's clogging already, as they have highlighted the strangest new food there. Chocolate covered Bacon. Yes little Brother, we do love our bacon!
They say it takes 28 days to learn a new habit. They never really say how many days it takes to unlearn a bad habit.